February 01, 2017


If I had to choose one word for this new year, it would be Hope.

Hope for people who are facing and walking in trials or darkness.

Hope for our country as we try to find a way forward together.

Hope for the church as it seeks to be a channel of peace, healing, forgiveness and reconciliation.

Hope for St. Philip in the Field as we seek to follow Jesus in word and deed in all that we do.

Hope, in short, that we see that the Light shines in the darkness; and the Darkness does not, cannot, and never will overcome it.

My hope for St. Philips is that we grow in love and lovingkindness; that we continue to serve our community and neighbors here and around the world with God’s own tender loving care. I hope that we will grow in our ability to see Christ in one another and to seek to serve him in each and every person we meet.

I hope that this year brings each of us more joy in knowing that we truly are God’s Beloved, with whom God is well pleased – and that we know and feel that in the depths of our being.

I hope that we honor and give thanks that we have made great strides in our life together in Christ – we have given of our time talent and treasure to serve our neighbors and our church family; we have welcomed many to join as we serve. We have served food and drink to the hungry, given clothes and shelter to the homeless, gone to those in prison, visited the sick, comforted the sorrowful, and come together to pray, sing, praise, and lament. In addition to direct giving through donations to the Discretionary Fund we have supported families in our congregation and our community including the Crisis Center, Elbert/Douglas Task Force, Bridge of Hope; in our region we have supported St. Francis Center, Kairos Prison Ministry, and books for schools; in the world we have helped ministry in the Dioceses of Jerusalem, Sudan, Kenya, Uganda and Haiti. Please read the reports in the Annual Report booklet to get a sense of all that we have done together this year – it is very good, God-Blessed work!

…In all of our service and gatherings, we have been given signs of hope for our journey.

Let these signs of hope strengthen us in this new year, and be lights on our journey of loving and serving the Lord. And let us never forget that in all that we are given to do, God is With Us. Take heart!

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.   Jeremiah 29:11

Thank you, and Blessings, Beloved!
Vicar Janet

December 10, 2016


As we reflect on last Sunday’s Blue Christmas Service, I hope these words from The Rev. Becca Stevens – an Episcopal priest who has helped thousands of women in need of healing from physical, emotional and spiritual wounding through an amazing group called Thistle Farms – help shed light and hope and help:

Let’s be honest…  Sometimes the holidays are hard. Trauma, abuse, dysfunction, and loss can be magnified in a season where we are implored to be cheerful. We hear you, Thistle Farmers, and we want you to know that we light a candle for you every single day. We know despair. We know loneliness. We know desperation. We also know that everyone needs help sometimes. We also know, beyond any possibility of doubt, that #LoveHeals.

Love Heals.  Remember and hold on to that.

Also, here is a classic C. S. Lewis insight for the daily challenge of living… in this broken world with its sorrows and losses, and with its invitations to bring love, healing and comfort to the darkness and brokenness. As always, he says so well that which you know to be true as soon as it’s articulated… and he speaks that truth in love and gentleness. I hope it is balm for you, as it is for me. Blessings, Beloved.

Excerpt from a letter from C. S. Lewis, 3 December 1959, to Sir Henry Willink, whose wife had just died:

On bereavement and grieving.

I have learned now that while those who speak about one’s miseries usually hurt one, those who keep silence hurt more. They help to increase the sense of general isolation which makes a sort of fringe to the sorrow itself. You know what cogent reason I have to feel with you: but I can feel for you too. I know that what you are facing must be worse than what I must shortly face myself, because your happiness has lasted so much longer and is therefore so much more intertwined with your whole life. As Scott said in like case, ‘What am I to do with that daily portion of my thoughts which has for so many years been hers?’

People talk as if grief were just a feeling—as if it weren’t the continually renewed shock of setting out again and again on familiar roads and being brought up short by the grim frontier post that now blocks them. I, to be sure, believe there is something beyond it: but the moment one tries to use that as a consolation (that is not its function) the belief crumbles. It is quite useless knocking at the door of Heaven for earthly comfort: it’s not the sort of comfort they supply there.

You are probably very exhausted physically. Hug that and all the little indulgences to which it entitles you. I think it is tiny little things which (next to the very greatest things) help most at such a time. I have myself twice known, after a loss, a strange excited (but utterly un-spooky) sense of the person’s presence all about me. It may be a pure hallucination. But the fact that it always goes off after a few weeks proves nothing either way.

October 01, 2016

Almighty and everlasting God, you are always more ready to hear than we to pray,
and to give more than we either desire or deserve:
Pour upon us the abundance of your mercy,
forgiving us those things of which our conscience is afraid,
and giving us those good things for which we are not worthy to ask,
except through the merits and mediation of Jesus Christ our Savior;
who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit,
one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Collect for October 2- Proper 22

We come to October with joy – Look Around and see the magnificence of our valley and the world we live in! This time of year shows it off in a way that’s almost embarrassing – the white peaks, blue skies, golden aspen and cottonwoods, red heathers… all bathed in golden sunlight, warm days and cool nights. For respite from the trials, troubles, and worries that also surround us, we can sit and gaze at God’s Awesome Creation and find Peace, give Thanks, and leave Restored in Spirit. What a great gift it is to live in Colorado, to come to Plum Creek Valley, and to worship at our little historic church, St. Philip in the Field!

That is my paean to this inspiring time of the year – and I invite you to come any day to sit on one of our benches and gaze at the peaceful scene that unfolds before you – Perch Ponder Pray – the words affixed to our old wooden bench says it all.

We need this recharging to continue the good work we are doing, and to prepare ourselves to do with gladness more good works that God has prepared for us to walk in. October holds two Kairos weekends where our members will work in prisons to bring the 4 day program of introduction to God’s Love and Forgiveness to people inside prison facilities at Territorial and La Vista Correctional Facilities. Many more from St. Philips will come to Sunday “Closings” of the Kairos Weekend to show their love and support for those inside the walls whose lives have been touched and transformed by God’s Amazing Love.

We will continue serving the homeless and needy at St. Francis Center in Denver – third Saturday of the month. And we begin serving meals to the community at large as well as specifically those in need, at second Wednesday Community Meals at the Rock. Please make time to join this ministry whether you choose to cook, serve, host at a table, troubleshoot or welcome guests. You find yourself blessing and being blessed. In it all, we will be acting on the Gospel imperative to care and look out for the least among us, those in need, those who it can be easy not to see.

Finally, this month also ushers us into the final days of our liturgical year;  just as the days get short, leaves fall and trees are barren, and darkness and cold return to our days as well as our nights, so our readings point us to the end of Jesus’ life and ministry on earth. Yet, into the dark days that come with Jesus’ departure comes the promise of his return.

In it all, as the Collect reminds us, let us continue to pray, and to hold on to hope and forgiveness and mercy as we work together to continue to spread the joy and promise and love we find in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who walks with us even now, each and every step of the way. Thanks be to God!

Blessings, Beloved ~
Vicar Janet

September 01, 2016

Grant us, Lord, not to be anxious about earthly things,
but to love things heavenly;
and even now, while we are placed among things that are passing away, to hold fast to those that shall endure;
through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen.
Collect for the third Sunday of September

September – Fall- the changing of the season from our summer heat, hail, and flowers galore, to days of bright blue skies, rattling red and yellow leaves, with cool evenings and football. I love it!

Kairos Teams
This fall, it is also a time when two teams with members from St. Philip’s are preparing to visit two prisons for 4 days of prayer, sharing of stories, singing, laughing… weeping… and in it all, bringing love and hope to men and women who are often unseen and uncared for. It is a time when all involved in Kairos – team from the outside, team from the inside, candidates on the course, guards and officers – all come closer to God Present, God Loving, God Pouring Out Spirit on All Flesh. Please join our teams in bringing God’s Love to men and women on the inside by signing up to pray, coming to the Closing Ceremony (sign-up sheets are in the Parish Hall), or helping to fund a meal. All help is needed and welcomed and treasured!

12 Step Eucharist
September also brings a 12 Step Eucharist Service – both services – Sept 18. This ser- vice is remarkably adapted to our liturgy, and brings to life the spirituality of the 12 Steps, and underscores that the 12 Steps are not for “them”… they’re for all of us!

Hooper Memorial Bench
Sunday Sept. 25 we will have the blessing of the memorial Hooper Bench – it is installed at the playground and takes in the stunning view of the valley and mountains.

Looking Toward Fall
Looking a bit further ahead, fall also brings the Blessing of the Animals on Sunday Oct.2, the Diocesan Convention in Denver Oct 6-8, and a baptism on Sunday Oct. 9.

In our readings, September holds challenging readings from Luke – we will be clearly called to stand up and make hard choices – to carry our cross, to give up all manner of ease, so that we can embrace, even rejoice in God’s mercy, righteousness, and relentless pursuit of the lost, the needy, and the poor in spirit. The readings, the season, the special services, the books… they all work together to call us to heed the changing of the season, to note that time is passing; therefore, let us not delay to do good while we can – and to look out always in all ways for the needy among us. Therefore… Let us hold on, even as the seasons change, to the continuing message of hope, mercy, and reassurance of God’s care for all!

Peace be with you, Beloved!
Vicar Janet

June 01, 2016

Be Filled With the Holy Spirit!

Here we are, looking forward to summer – to time off from school, the beginning of new jobs after graduation, to time to grow, plant, harvest, rest and play. In short, time to recharge, refresh, renew. Hallelujah!  As part of our renewing and refreshing, our newsletter will take a summer breather… so I am encouraging you to prepare now to look ahead, and to join together at St. Philips to recharge, refresh, and renew as we continue on our journey as Episcopalians in the Jesus Movement.

Presiding Bishop Michael Curry exhorts us to embrace this journey and our calling to The Jesus Movement, and to remember that we will look like Crazy Christians when we do so! Craziness in summer- yep, sounds good! As a good and easy and inspiring summer read, pick up Crazy Christians, or, Songs My Grandma Sang, and let PB Curry’s words and thoughts pick you up and encourage you on. You’ll be glad for time with those great books of exhortations on the Way!

We also will have at least two offerings at St. Philips to capture group energy as we are encouraged along together, and I hope you will join in. First, we will look at the Benedictine Way for us as a parish, and as one way of entering more fully into prayerfulness and openness on the Way. And next, we will do a book group of Richard Rohr’s Falling Upward. If you have read Falling Upward, and want to enhance that reading with other of his works, take a look at Breathing Under Water or Dancing Standing Still… or Immortal Dia- mond, The Naked Now, or any other of his works – they all help us enter into the life of a contemplative in action in prayer and new life in Christ.

But now, back to the Benedictine Way of Life….

Always we begin again…

With these words, the Benedictine Way of Prayer becomes real, and true, inspiring, and livable to me. They remind me that perfection may be out of reach, but the getting back up and continuing on the way is in my reach, and is my job. … or returning to the way… is the true Way.  Although we may get discouraged, overwhelmed, and ready to give up, Always we begin again reminds us that God is with us, and will not leave us or forsake us. So we can let the Spirit dust us off, let Jesus take our hand, let God – Father, Son and Holy Spirit- walk with us through it all!

Always we begin again is a great maxim not just for individuals, but for the Church… the church universal…and the church in particular here at St. Philips. We have been picking ourselves back up, dusting off the disappointments, betrayals, and traumas of the past, and intentionally moving on in sharing love, service, and hope. If we are a bit Crazy on that Way – well, great!

Along the way, Bishop’s Warden Katherine and I have been sharing stories of our experiences at CD I- Congregation Development Institute. We have learned a lot, have learned a lot about what you think and have learned along the way from interviewing many of you (more to come!) – and we plan to share as much of what we have learned and discerned as we can.

To that end, we are looking forward to having as many of you as possible join us in a summer session introduction to parish prayer, grounded in Benedictine Practice. We will commit and pray in ways that will help us all, individually and together, to grow spiritually in depth, strength and joy. The areas of our lives that we will use to focus our prayer are hospitality, generosity, and service. This intentional prayer will enrich everything, and will help us to fulfill our mission to transform our life together, our life in our community, and our life in the world! So sign up – tell us what timing works best for you, and then Come, Begin Again!

May this summer be a time of moving deeper and deeper into the awesome mystery of prayer, and living in the hope and power and love of God. May we find rest, refreshment, renewal. May we play, and harvest and be Crazy Christians on the Way.

Come! Let us – with joy – Begin Again!

With love,
Vicar Janet

May 01, 2016

Be filled with the Holy Spirit!

Greetings, Beloved!

I am writing to you in 70 degrees with bright blue skies – snow almost all melted – Alleluia! In these wonderful, joyful days of Easter, anticipating the great celebration of Pentecost, I am feeling the hope and joy of the Good News – looking for God Present – God with us and making all things new! As NT Wright says, when God runs the show, well… righteous- ness, truth, goodwill and love abound and reign – Good News Indeed!

Living in the hope and expectation of God even now making all things new doesn’t just happen. Presiding Bishop Michael Curry says it comes by embracing that we are members of “The Jesus Movement”, aka Crazy Christians. He says:

“We need some Christians who are as crazy as the Lord. Crazy enough to love like Jesus, to give like Jesus, to forgive like Jesus, to do justice, love mercy, walk humbly with God like Jesus. Crazy enough to dare to change the world from the nightmare it often is into something close to the dream that God dreams for it. And for those who would follow him, those who would be his disciples, those who would live as and be the people of the Way? It might come as a shock, but they are called to craziness.”

Our Thursday night potluck with NT Wright underscores this call – Wright is encouraging us to see Hope everywhere – to see it and embrace it and proclaim it!  Yes, it may seem crazy at times to be acting in Hope when all around us we see sorrow, grief, need, violence and selfishness. But, as Crazy Christians – as people who choose to live in the Hope that God calls us to, we are not defeated by the needs of the world, but instead are empowered to bring Hope to them.

We bring Hope by giving food and serving those who come to The Task Force, our local Crisis Center, to Bridge of Hope and to St. Francis Center; by going to the prisons and speaking God’s peace, love, and plan for good for all; by meeting together on Sunday for services and sharing God’s own presence and Being in Holy Communion; and by coming together, 2 or 3, praying, serving, worshiping. In it all, we change and transform the world in Hope!

In all these and so many other ways and times and places, God is with us, encouraging us to keep moving, and to keep being Crazy Christians in the Jesus Movement!  On Pentecost, as we celebrate the Holy Spirit who will keep us going, I will ask us to share our particular plans to keep moving.  And I hope we will be crazy enough to join one another in making those plans happen. Crazy Christians… come one, come all, come together!

With Blessings and Love,

Vicar Janet

April 01, 2016

Blessings to you this Eastertide… and Happy April to all!

I am sure that I am not alone in needing a bit of rest and respite after the power and all- encompassing spiritual rigor of Holy Week and Easter. This year we had added to that richness the challenge of a blizzard and freezing temps – yikes! What a week we had!

In it all, though, we had the ever-present, deeply moving presence of the Lord, holding our hands, whispering words of love to the Beloved, and encouraging us in our journey. Thank you to each of you for your participation by presence, hard work, passion, singing, praying, loving and helping your friends, family and self to enter more fully into the discipline and preparations of Lent, the reflections and sorrow of Holy Week, and then the fullness of joy and celebration at Easter!

Ending Holy Week with those Alleluia bells, the white vestments and lilies, the beautiful music… and the glorious retelling of Salvation History – by superb readers! – the candles and darkness giving way to the great unveiling and lights and flowers and beauty at Easter Vigil, followed by two joyful Easter Sunday Services, with pancakes! kids, and Resurrection Egg Hunt… oh, the wonder and joy were everywhere!

The fullness of the beauty and joy of Easter does not end with that day, of course, it goes on. And in the Fifty Days of Eastertide, ending with the great outpouring of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost, we have work to do, and rest to take.

Before we move on, though, I want to pause here to give deep, deep thanks to some of the people who worked tirelessly to make each service and event special and meaningful. Our Altar Guild tops the list of behind the scenes servants- changing vestments, cleaning, putting things up and taking them down, so that every detail presented one message… in ways seen and unseen, their faithful serving enriches and makes possible our worship in the beauty of holiness. Thank you Altar Guild – thank you Mardi, Johanna, Liz G, Liz K, Pat, Joanne, Mildred, and all who step up to help out as needed – Ron H, that means you, too!

Special thanks to Shawn and Tom for the special offerings of Holy Week music from Palm Sunday through the Easter Vigil. Through your music, our spirits were lifted and refreshed, and focused more fully on each of the steps of the week of sadness, reflection, and deep joy. Thanks to all who served, read and led prayers. Easter Sunday with the glorious hymn, Jesus Christ is Risen Today! Alleluia!!, was all the more special for the passion and solemnity of the week that led to it.

Thanks, too, to the children, and to Natalie for coordinating and directing children’s participation at Palm Sunday and Easter Day services, Katherine and Tricia for captivating the Sunday School class with the Resurrection Eggs as the Greatest Story Ever Told was told and heard and enacted – Hallelujah! Thanks to Susan and the Worship and Liturgy team who thoughtfully put together the services and events of Lent and Holy Week – its unfolding was wonderful. Thanks to all who gave food, and to Katherine, Tricia, Barb, and Dianne for putting together and delivering Easter Brunches to people in need of a lift – such a grace-filled gift to people who will never know the individuals who gave, but who can know and feel God’s love through the gifts given as an Easter Blessing of joy in Christ.

And please give a general prayer of thanks that we could come together and worship, pray, serve and celebrate in the beauty and holiness of our lovely valley – surrounded by mountains and plains, filled with deer and bunnies and cows…. And even moose!, as well as snow, blue skies, sun and rain… through it all, and in it all, we are held and blessed by our Loving Living Risen Lord – Alleluia!!!

And now, as The Rev. Canon Charles LaFond reminds us, it is time to rest – perhaps to retreat. Hear his words that invite us to rest and renew:

Retreats – There must be times of retreat or else humans will become lost in work, production, materialism and suffering, losing their way simply by wandering off the gentle path which keeps appearing under foot by angels. One must retreat in order to listen to oneself and to our God’s whispers of love, affection, approval and curious suggestion.*

YES! Hear God’s whispers – of love, affection, approval, and curious suggestion! Just as we were invited to a time of prayer, fasting, and penitence for a Holy Lent, please hear this invitation to a time of resting in God, listening for God’s whispers of love, and being open to curious suggestions… perhaps a suggestion to pamper yourself… or to get on a swing and experience that rush of delight that comes with the air in your face… or to pick up a pinwheel and play… or perhaps to simply sit idle, with the sun on your face, basking. Only God knows the very thing that will bring you joy and help you to hear those tender words of Love – “My Beloved. In you I am well pleased.”

So, Beloved- Listen. Hear the sweet words of love from the Lord. Rest.
The Time to Go will soon be upon us… but now, Rest in God’s loving Embrace.
And May the Joy of Easter and the Risen Christ Be With You Now and Always. Alleluia!

Vicar Janet


March 01, 2016

March… in like a lion, out like a lamb…

Liturgically, this year, March comes in with the middle of Lent, and goes out with Easter. It is a time of change, as we move from the repentance, contrition, and reminder that we “are dust and to dust we will return” of Ash Wednesday, through the forty days of fasting, praying and observing our chosen Lenten disciplines, to the great celebration and joy of Easter.

In between, we will celebrate Chad, Gregory of Nyssa, and St. Patrick at Wednesday Eucharist services. If you are following Lent Madness, which I hope you are [www.lentmadness.org], you know that along this way we are spending time with notable saints. Whether they are “Capital S” Saints like St. Joseph, or “small s” saints like each of us, we are reminded that God gives each of us a path. What I like best about Lent Madness is seeing that God’s saints are given dramatic jobs to do and paths to walk. And yet, through remarkably different circumstances, God’s goodness and mercy become known through the actions of the saints. It is both heartening and challenging to consider the many faces of a life of faith.

If you haven’t already been part of Lent Madness, not to worry – there is still a lot to come. In March you will have the chance to cast votes for people like Albert Schweitzer, Sojourner Truth, and Saints Clare, Columba, Roch and Joseph. So many inspirational people, and such arcane information and theological tidbits! You can spend the month not only in pursuit of your personal holiness via your Lenten resolutions, but in the company of saints and with a bit of silliness, too.

At St. Philip in the Field, we will complete two special offerings of Lent – The Language of God, and the C. S. Lewis based evening study entitled, Not a Tame Lion. Both have been thought provoking invitations to look beneath platitudes and mere words, and to delve into a consideration of life, faith, scripture, and our re- lationship with God. Our conversation has been rich with insights and questions and sharing. It’s not too late to begin, so don’t hesitate to join in.

We will be providing Easter Brunch Boxes again this year- so look for the announcement of how many boxes we will put together. The Task Force will distribute, as last year. It is such a joy to give gifts of life even as we prepare to celebrate the gift of life given to us. Thank you for feeding and giving hope and joy to some God’s Beloveds who are in need- it is truly holy giving – and in it, we journey more deeply into God’s heart of love and mercy.

Thanks be to God we are on this journey together – we are blessed indeed!

With much love in this Holy Season of Lent,

Vicar Janet

February 01, 2016

“Deep in their roots all flowers keep the light.”

― Theodore Roethke

As we come to February, we come to Lent. We come to the time when we particularly commit to examining our lives and doing what we can to amend them to be more fully lives of goodness and mercy, peace and loving-kindness. Sometimes it truly feels as if all the light in our lives has left us, and thus Lent has a heaviness and weariness that fights against the life-giving disciplines we employ – and in those times, Easter joy feels very far away, indeed.

But as Roethke reminds us, deep down, even if only in our roots, we keep the light. Uncovering that light is the focus of Lent – so that, with the daffodils, lilies and other flowers of spring, come Easter, we can trumpet with joy, Christ is Alive!  He is Risen… The Lord is Risen Indeed!

Now is the time to pray to ask God’s guidance about what Lent should look like for you. Sometimes it is best to give something up… letting go of something you enjoy may help you focus on the penitential nature of Lent, or on the fact that in this special time, you are turning special time and attention to God. Sometimes it is best to take something on… adding to your life service to the poor, or special study of scripture or a devotion, or a book to heighten your understanding or piety or prayerfulness; sometimes the thing to add is play – adding enjoyment and delight in the Lord to your life is a rather overlooked way to focus attention and thanks on God. Whatever you do to mark Lent, make it a time of going to your roots… going deeper to find the joy and light and life that God has placed within you.

We will have some special offerings at St. Philips in Lent – they may help in this search for light and in the deepening of life in Christ. On Thursday evenings at 6, come for Soup Supper and Study, with C. S. Lewis as guide. On Tuesday mornings at 10, explore the mind and word of God by entering into the language and culture that formed the words and images of the scriptures we read to hear God’s word to us. Sunday worship services will include time for silent prayer and reflection; we will use the more penitential prayers and language of worship to help us remember that this is a special time of growth in darkness.

In it all, remember that Lent is a journey… a journey in which we rend our hearts so that God may create in us clean and contrite hearts, and may renew a right spirit within us. In this journey, we will come closer to the One who created us, loves us, holds us, sustains us, encourages us, and walks every step with us. This is the work and journey of Lent, and it is a journey of love and faithfulness, guided and directed by the Lord.

Blessings and Love to you as we walk the path of Lent – finding light in the darkness, hope in the journey, and life and love in it all. Thanks be to God!

Vicar Janet